sorry peeps

Sorry not been around :( busy with things at home then the op on my arm and im in snoooooozing mode guess im catching up on 30yrs non sleeping :/Bit miffed with one of my hmmmph friends i hope a second incident isnt going to happen i forgave once but i wont again .... ive never treated her like it snubbed for someone else, i wont be hanging around a second time!Oh well crap just keeps on happening

Things have improved to some degree only to be wiped out by other things i guess the crap has just changed its clothes, as im getting over and still fighting the depression i go get a lump, waiting for the results :/Arm is aching like hell had most the week off work but driving today just aggrivated it and its ached all day ... stitches and results on 3rd Aug.
So other crap is that we have just finished the pond edgings off and we found a hole in the liner :( snarl! emptied the pool and patched hoping there are no others 3rd time this year we've emptied the pond ............ ..............................................................................pool is little better waiting for cable next doors tree has filled it up with stars from the catkins it just snows on us having a bbq and we cant cut it down, it didnt effect us a few years back but course its grown and now its a damn nuicence :( :(other crap ummmm so much crap so little space lol :/
Had hair cut she scalped me :/
Cant find a much needed pickup truck for will :/ there were loads before now a couple of scrappy ones typical!i dont know so much i cant organise it in my head to write it down ....good things??? is there any ??? errrrrrr
Friend celebrated 25th wedding anniversary had party was nice evening, My viki looked stunning my friend dee wore a dress whoo hoo :D

Its been a long (achey ) day may be back later ... really want to catch up on people i follow missed nosing :o i really enjoy blog reading :)
so going for a snooze

OP over and done with PHEW!

Not been about for a bit, doing a short term contract but its full time 9-5.30 i had a mental moment i think lol.
Like the job, nice people but will have to look at part time work for the future think its to much to go from doing nothing to working a full day.
I've got a lot of praise :D my new boss has said she's well impressed whooohoo i think she wants to take me on pemanantly but im gonna have to say at some point i dont want full time :/

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Yesterday i had an op to remove a lump from arm, i was initially told that it was a pyrogenic glassanoma a benign type tumour but they decided they wanted further opinions i got referred to the hospital, i was examined and doc found i have no moles few freckles but im not a moley person so told me very low probability of the C thing although fair skinned raises the probability its still very low, he said if it was then it would be a milder form which would be localised to the lump and once removed all would be gone no further treatment necessary. Had op and surgeon told me that 95% that it was the nasty C thing :/ he did however, say same as consultant that if it is (and he thought it was) then it would all be gone once removed, they are now doing checks on it and i will know shortly but as far as theyre concerned im ok as its been removed. PHEW, im back in two weeks for check up stitch removal etc. currently its very sore im not able to drive for 48hrs
im not to put any stress on the arm, ive since realised my left arm is absolutely useless ummmmm :/ only thing its good at is typing one side of the keyboard lmao! its really awkward to try to do anything so im doing little to nothing, and having a few days off work and rest!
Im bit tired at mo but hopefully i will update later
Garden is nearly sorted so will put some photos on :)
LATERZ peepsxxxx

Thank you for the birthday wishes

Thanks to those that popped by with birthday wishes :)
I've not been on much since, had lots of celebrating as we have almost every day of June birthdays there are very few days free lol and some have already doubled or tripled up :/

Had bbq at brother in laws .. niece was 18 and her sister was 15 so double trouble lol was a really good afternoon/evening .. our stunning weather has helped its been a scorcher!
Also i started working again, first job i applied for got an interview and grrrr i only went and got the job :( the best summer we've had in years and i have a mental moment and get a job????? kick my self 100 times , however, they are nice people and clearly impressed with my work :D i dont feel up to scratch so goodness who they have had before ?? whoa !
I dont like leaving tups for so long although viki is calling in to check on her and will is working local at the moment, i only took it because its a short term contract, although it does have the potential to become permantent

SO BUSY BUSY BUSY and tired, im sleeping lots which worries me as i tend to sleep when ill :( and i really dont feel 100% so hoping i dont go down with anything.
I have a hospital appointment for my lump ... pyrogenic glasanoma ... so annoyed stupid nurse grrrr Dr says come look i would say this is a pyrogenic glasanoma what do you think ... oh yeah she says i agree so appointment for removal takes 2 weeks ... i get there and shes all poo pooo im not sure i think i will refer you??? ERRRRR why didnt you say that 2 weeks ago STUPID woman :/ so annoyed so now i go to hospital and they will remove it there after another 2 weeks wait !



My pool is temporarily repaired and full again we had tree surgeon in to remove the tree causing problems but a neighbours tree is just as problematic but i guess on lot of leaves is better than 2 !





Our lawn is now cleared and sown we had a HUGE clear up of all the building rubble and rubbish and what a relief to see that go whooo
Well despite being saturday ive been busy catching up with things ive not been able to do all week, and im tired wanted to read and catch up with what people are doing but think i will have to wait till tomorrow the zzzzzzzzzzzzzz ing is upon me lol