Would have been my darts night - im missing it - i miss my friends :( but i have to remember i guess that they werent really my friends, like most others they used me . My so called best friend is staying neutral only so she gets the best of both worlds - ive always know she was a licker but i didnt think she would go this far - its the second time shes left me alone there wont be a 3rd !
Im trying to move on - looking at new things to do, but its hard when you have no one. Hubby is tired he works so hard most everyone i know does other things they have families my kids are grown and gone even my grandson teenager is to old now to keep nan company :(
Im tired - tired of being used, tired of all this pain, tired of being blamed for some thing i didnt do, im tired of losing those i care about - seems every thing i do is wrong 7 years of crap and being crapped on :(
Ive sooooooo had enough - i cant fight much longer , i cant keep being kicked and getting up for more i just cant.
I some times think of Martyn and the choice he made and can almost understand why, theres only just so many times you can get up. Im tired of being sad
liam

my grandson the yoda lol
Wednesday, 9 May 2012
Monday, 7 May 2012
Sooooooo we are booked whooo hooo holiday
OK its not till next year BUT its a luxury cruise !!! whoo hooo :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6MFUjUxM-s&feature=related
Independance of the seas - apparently the biggest ship in the world and omg it looks like it :/
so lots of saving i need lots of pounds and to lose lots of lbs :D
THE DIET
:/ bad weekend after a lot of upset :( i have tried its not worked :( ive not weighed so im gonna go face the music in the morning and start again again - hoping ive not done to much damage - i have had a chocolate binge :S im kinda wondering if im pmt - difficult to tell with menopause grrrr however, i need to get back on track ive almost lost a stone so re-focus
My mums birthday today so its been a very difficult day.
Ive moved on from my so called friend - deleted, i cant do other peoples rubbish and be treated like that, im not well enough to cope - but who cares about me - I DO , i come first now like the song says 'got along without you before i met you gonna get along with out you now' painful but some thing that i need to do for me.
Got some work finished the final touches to the bathroom whooo well chuffed, now have blinds and the airing cupboard all finished doors done - a small amount of paint work and the shower but the shower was always secondary any way hopefully it will be the next thing.
Paintings done - just minor touches :) exhibit is 18th this month and another on 9th june!
Nicks birthday 27th - think its a money present much needed but hes ok and doing fine :)
Tuppence birthday is first 17th :D our old dog is 4 this year he he he
My viki is next 12th of June (well i am on the 11th but thats another story :Seek!) shes 33 this year omg where does time go ?
yep im in there too - 52 this year :(
Wish i still looked like that :/
Another exhibit is 9th my niece has asked for paintings in the Bicester beer festival :)
then and the end of the month is Chelsea's hen night which is now going to be really difficult as ' the so called friend' will be going :( but ive paid my money - a lot of money and im not wasting it for her or anyone else ! i can go my own way if i have to
Well thats it for now folks its been a long weekend wet and boring hope the weather changes soon i need some thing to help me out here - i have no one to call on sadly no one there for me :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6MFUjUxM-s&feature=related
Independance of the seas - apparently the biggest ship in the world and omg it looks like it :/
so lots of saving i need lots of pounds and to lose lots of lbs :D
THE DIET
:/ bad weekend after a lot of upset :( i have tried its not worked :( ive not weighed so im gonna go face the music in the morning and start again again - hoping ive not done to much damage - i have had a chocolate binge :S im kinda wondering if im pmt - difficult to tell with menopause grrrr however, i need to get back on track ive almost lost a stone so re-focus
My mums birthday today so its been a very difficult day.
Ive moved on from my so called friend - deleted, i cant do other peoples rubbish and be treated like that, im not well enough to cope - but who cares about me - I DO , i come first now like the song says 'got along without you before i met you gonna get along with out you now' painful but some thing that i need to do for me.
Got some work finished the final touches to the bathroom whooo well chuffed, now have blinds and the airing cupboard all finished doors done - a small amount of paint work and the shower but the shower was always secondary any way hopefully it will be the next thing.
Paintings done - just minor touches :) exhibit is 18th this month and another on 9th june!
Nicks birthday 27th - think its a money present much needed but hes ok and doing fine :)
Tuppence birthday is first 17th :D our old dog is 4 this year he he he
My viki is next 12th of June (well i am on the 11th but thats another story :Seek!) shes 33 this year omg where does time go ?
yep im in there too - 52 this year :(
Wish i still looked like that :/
Another exhibit is 9th my niece has asked for paintings in the Bicester beer festival :)
then and the end of the month is Chelsea's hen night which is now going to be really difficult as ' the so called friend' will be going :( but ive paid my money - a lot of money and im not wasting it for her or anyone else ! i can go my own way if i have to
Well thats it for now folks its been a long weekend wet and boring hope the weather changes soon i need some thing to help me out here - i have no one to call on sadly no one there for me :(
Saturday, 5 May 2012
To renew from disappointment, sadness, pain and anger !
so I need to move on ... I keep trying, I do all I can to stay out of all this rubbish and someones pettiness just comes back and hits me in the face - I've reacted - I've not reacted, I've tried the calm, the discussions, the compromises, the ignore, the forget about it, the anger, the withdrawal, you name it, I've tried it and still I'm here worn and tired from all the pain and hurt people keep hurling at me. They go on about their business as usual having left me in a heap.
I'm so disappointed in my so called 'friend' its really hurt me, and my other so called 'friend' is taking her side 'poor thing shes so upset' I guess I'm not???
I'm the one discluded from everything, its me that no longer plays darts. Its me that doesn't get to go out any more, its me that's lost out not her or them!
But, putting all that rubbish aside, I'm still left with what to do to move on, get rid of this pain - leave all this behind me, I'm just so tired of this happening to me, why does everyone think they can treat me so badly and make it my fault?
Guess I'm the hare :(
I keep moving on leaving and losing all I love - so here I go again .
Im just bemused
warn down and battered, life just becoming to much to bear. I dont know how much more I can do ....
Wouldn't that be good ? I wish !!!!
I'm so disappointed in my so called 'friend' its really hurt me, and my other so called 'friend' is taking her side 'poor thing shes so upset' I guess I'm not???
I'm the one discluded from everything, its me that no longer plays darts. Its me that doesn't get to go out any more, its me that's lost out not her or them!
But, putting all that rubbish aside, I'm still left with what to do to move on, get rid of this pain - leave all this behind me, I'm just so tired of this happening to me, why does everyone think they can treat me so badly and make it my fault?
Guess I'm the hare :(
I keep moving on leaving and losing all I love - so here I go again .
Im just bemused
warn down and battered, life just becoming to much to bear. I dont know how much more I can do ....
Wouldn't that be good ? I wish !!!!
Wednesday, 2 May 2012
guess it must be me ?
I should have guessed really - even just from my poor blogging stats does no one have any compassion ? can no one see all that ive been through that i still get treated badly by them?
My facebook friends are many but most dont participate with me much, some are people that know my family and remain loyal to them and me just because im part of that family . Other are people of people i know and dont really know ME.
Recently i lost 16lb (chuffed to bits by the way :)) its dampened by the fact my friend (who has same facebook friends ) has now lost 10 she got 12 likes i got 3 ?? what did she do that i didnt ?
Yeah i guess it must be me - but why - im an easy going person, i help out any way i can any time ive rarely let anyone down if anything STUPIDLY, gone out my way, causing myself inconvenience.
Ive listened to huge amounts of drunken and sober drama, crap and total drivell, ive advised, lent money, assisted, supported - done all i can for sooooooooo many people you name it ive done it .. what do i get in return ???
I get nothing or i get blamed for their faults, wtf ??? how does that happen ???
what do i do wrong ?? why me?? what??!!!!
Was i wrong to say im not being used ? although that was only after my so called friend went to town on me over nothing :/ throwing up all sorts of rubbish , when i replied she didnt like it and IM THE ONE TO BLAME????? Then to top itm my other 'friend' (whose also been complaining ) is now licking, she still gets to enjoy the dart game i introduced her to, and 'my friends' and thinks its ok that im cast out!
Just goes on as if nothing has happened - no support no loyalty if only the others knew her views were the same as mine ummmm ! but lucky her im not like them! And despite having no friends i dont want to be like them, i wouldnt ever be like that to anyone, deceitful, spiteful, using and abusing - no i would rather be on my own .
How much more unfairness do i have to take ?? - i didnt do anything!!!!!!!!!! :( i give everyone my all, i never ask anyone for anything EVER :( i get little or nothing from anyone, ever ! not anyone!
Family are little different, so i guess its me - i dont know why - i cant change without knowing what wrong, how can i?? do i want to, i pretty sure i dont want to be like them so what would i have to be like? Everyone is happy around me. happy to take. happy to have me help. happy for me to support them, care for them - just not happy to return any thing to me .
As things are, who will notice when im gone?? - few might take note not sure anyone would really care, at least not for long . I know i have no one in my life that will miss me, how sad is that but its ok, ive known for a long time. I guess this is the last straw you can only be kicked so many times eventually you stop getting up.
Its time for me to move away from all this - from all these people that continually hurt me, time for me to go.
Guess i will look at a life alone for now i know i cant trust anyone.
So i depart from my 'dear friends' my family i still fight on for whether they want me or not, they are my responsibility and always will be. As for the rest i will be polite, i will keep my distance, im not destined to have close friends, i know now i couldnt trust them old or new. Old as they have already lost my trust, new because of the old ones, i could never trust anyone i dont know, how could i when the ones i have known intimately have continually let me down, betrayed me, hurt me - how could i trust anyone ever again??
So with heavy heart - tomorrow i start anew - It seems what ever i do is wrong so im expecting little to change but at least no one can blame me for their wrong doings too, all i will be doing in future will be done on my own.
They say dont judge others till you walk in their shoes, well my shoes wore out along time ago - i dont know anyone who would have coped with the hurt loss and pain ive endured this last 7 years, so intense i almost didnt make it. But i move on now because ive not come this far to allow others to put me back there.
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde
“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.”
― Oscar Wilde
“A good friend will always stab you in the front.”
― Oscar Wilde
“Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Critic as Artist
“Yet each man kills the thing he loves
By each let this be heard
Some do it with a bitter look
Some with a flattering word
The coward does it with a kiss
The brave man with a sword”
― Oscar Wilde, The Ballad Of Reading Gaol
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My facebook friends are many but most dont participate with me much, some are people that know my family and remain loyal to them and me just because im part of that family . Other are people of people i know and dont really know ME.
Recently i lost 16lb (chuffed to bits by the way :)) its dampened by the fact my friend (who has same facebook friends ) has now lost 10 she got 12 likes i got 3 ?? what did she do that i didnt ?
Yeah i guess it must be me - but why - im an easy going person, i help out any way i can any time ive rarely let anyone down if anything STUPIDLY, gone out my way, causing myself inconvenience.
Ive listened to huge amounts of drunken and sober drama, crap and total drivell, ive advised, lent money, assisted, supported - done all i can for sooooooooo many people you name it ive done it .. what do i get in return ???
I get nothing or i get blamed for their faults, wtf ??? how does that happen ???
what do i do wrong ?? why me?? what??!!!!
Was i wrong to say im not being used ? although that was only after my so called friend went to town on me over nothing :/ throwing up all sorts of rubbish , when i replied she didnt like it and IM THE ONE TO BLAME????? Then to top itm my other 'friend' (whose also been complaining ) is now licking, she still gets to enjoy the dart game i introduced her to, and 'my friends' and thinks its ok that im cast out!
Just goes on as if nothing has happened - no support no loyalty if only the others knew her views were the same as mine ummmm ! but lucky her im not like them! And despite having no friends i dont want to be like them, i wouldnt ever be like that to anyone, deceitful, spiteful, using and abusing - no i would rather be on my own .
How much more unfairness do i have to take ?? - i didnt do anything!!!!!!!!!! :( i give everyone my all, i never ask anyone for anything EVER :( i get little or nothing from anyone, ever ! not anyone!
Family are little different, so i guess its me - i dont know why - i cant change without knowing what wrong, how can i?? do i want to, i pretty sure i dont want to be like them so what would i have to be like? Everyone is happy around me. happy to take. happy to have me help. happy for me to support them, care for them - just not happy to return any thing to me .
As things are, who will notice when im gone?? - few might take note not sure anyone would really care, at least not for long . I know i have no one in my life that will miss me, how sad is that but its ok, ive known for a long time. I guess this is the last straw you can only be kicked so many times eventually you stop getting up.
Its time for me to move away from all this - from all these people that continually hurt me, time for me to go.
Guess i will look at a life alone for now i know i cant trust anyone.
So i depart from my 'dear friends' my family i still fight on for whether they want me or not, they are my responsibility and always will be. As for the rest i will be polite, i will keep my distance, im not destined to have close friends, i know now i couldnt trust them old or new. Old as they have already lost my trust, new because of the old ones, i could never trust anyone i dont know, how could i when the ones i have known intimately have continually let me down, betrayed me, hurt me - how could i trust anyone ever again??
So with heavy heart - tomorrow i start anew - It seems what ever i do is wrong so im expecting little to change but at least no one can blame me for their wrong doings too, all i will be doing in future will be done on my own.
They say dont judge others till you walk in their shoes, well my shoes wore out along time ago - i dont know anyone who would have coped with the hurt loss and pain ive endured this last 7 years, so intense i almost didnt make it. But i move on now because ive not come this far to allow others to put me back there.
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde
“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.”
― Oscar Wilde
“A good friend will always stab you in the front.”
― Oscar Wilde
“Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Critic as Artist
“Yet each man kills the thing he loves
By each let this be heard
Some do it with a bitter look
Some with a flattering word
The coward does it with a kiss
The brave man with a sword”
― Oscar Wilde, The Ballad Of Reading Gaol
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“Never love anyone who treats you like you're ordinary.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
“There is only one thing in the world worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
tags: humor
“Whenever people agree with me I always feel I must be wrong.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: agree
“Morality is simply the attitude we adopt towards people we personally dislike.”
― Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband
― Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband
tags: morality , philosophy
“America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: america
“The suspense is terrible. I hope it will last.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“If you are not long, I will wait for you all my life.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“The world is a stage and the play is badly cast.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: humor
“When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
tags: romance
“A man's face is his autobiography. A woman's face is her work of fiction.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friend's success.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“I choose my friends for their good looks, my acquaintances for their good characters, and my enemies for their good intellects.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Indeed I have always been of the opinion that hard work is simply the refuge of people who have nothing to do.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating: people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: humor
“We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: reading
“Paradoxically though it may seem, it is none the less true that life imitates art far more than art imitates life.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“There is no sin except stupidity.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Youth is wasted on the young.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“A bore is someone who deprives you of solitude without providing you with company.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“To get back my youth I would do anything in the world, except take exercise, get up early, or be respectable.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: humour
“Art is the only serious thing in the world. And the artist is the only person who is never serious.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: art
“There are moments when one has to choose between living one's own life, fully, entirely, completely-or dragging out some false, shallow, degrading existence that the world in its hypocrisy demands.”
― Oscar Wilde, Lady Windermere's Fan
― Oscar Wilde, Lady Windermere's Fan
“Children begin by loving their parents; after a time they judge them; rarely, if ever, do they forgive them.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Everything in moderation, including moderation.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Society often forgives the criminal; it never forgives the dreamer.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
“One should never trust a woman who tells one her real age. A woman who would tell one that would tell one anything.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Women have a much better time than men in this world; there are far more things forbidden to them.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“We live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Music makes one feel so romantic - at least it always gets on one's nerves - which is the same thing nowadays.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“The public have an insatiable curiosity to know everything, except what is worth knowing.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Soul of Man Under Socialism and Selected Critical Prose
― Oscar Wilde, The Soul of Man Under Socialism and Selected Critical Prose
“There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: epigram
“Humanity takes itself too seriously. It is the world's original sin. If the cave-man had known how to laugh, History would have been different.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
tags: humor , seriousness
“I like men who have a future and women who have a past.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Crying is for plain women. Pretty women go shopping.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Yet each man kills the thing he loves
By each let this be heard
Some do it with a bitter look
Some with a flattering word
The coward does it with a kiss
The brave man with a sword”
― Oscar Wilde, The Ballad Of Reading Gaol
By each let this be heard
Some do it with a bitter look
Some with a flattering word
The coward does it with a kiss
The brave man with a sword”
― Oscar Wilde, The Ballad Of Reading Gaol
“The only good thing to do with good advice is pass it on; it is never of any use to oneself.”
― Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband
― Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband
“The nicest feeling in the world is to do a good deed anonymously-and have somebody find out.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
“Men always want to be a woman’s first love. That is their clumsy vanity. We women have a more subtle instinct about these things. What (women) like is to be a man’s last romance.”
― Oscar Wilde
― Oscar Wilde
tags: humorous
“Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
tags: cynic
“Yes, death. Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forget life, to be at peace. You can help me. You can open for me the portals of death's house, for love is always with you, and love is stronger than death is.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Canterville Ghost
― Oscar Wilde, The Canterville Ghost
brain spinning
UGGGGGGGGGGG so hate things playing over and over in your head -
i want to move on - i decided to move on
Clearly its bothering me - loss of a friend (or two as in my case) is always going to be a brain stinger
However, im not to blame i know that - they are the ones with the problem(s) YES im miffed - more than miffed quite angry but i had thought it had subsided but seems its still here in my brain hopping about just when i least expect.
A sadness and almost betrayal i guess sits within me - im ok with moving on although a bit suprised that, that hasnt been more of a problem, maybe i didnt need them in my life anyway, i think its the anger of being blamed for something im innocent of !
I lost my night out - the game of darts i loved to play too so it wasnt only their freindship taken from me it was other things that were part of my life and which i love to do .
so here i am doing my usual vent hoping that it will empty my brain of the ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i want to move on - i decided to move on
Clearly its bothering me - loss of a friend (or two as in my case) is always going to be a brain stinger
However, im not to blame i know that - they are the ones with the problem(s) YES im miffed - more than miffed quite angry but i had thought it had subsided but seems its still here in my brain hopping about just when i least expect.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A sadness and almost betrayal i guess sits within me - im ok with moving on although a bit suprised that, that hasnt been more of a problem, maybe i didnt need them in my life anyway, i think its the anger of being blamed for something im innocent of !
I lost my night out - the game of darts i loved to play too so it wasnt only their freindship taken from me it was other things that were part of my life and which i love to do .
so here i am doing my usual vent hoping that it will empty my brain of the ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Im just trying to sort my paintings out - i think the stress is coming out in them. Im really not happy with 2 of them and only have 18 days left omg :/
Ive been unwell the last couple of days - sickness and cramps :( maybe i just need a day of recovery
starting with a cup of tea :) then a nice bath, back later let you know if it worked!
Tuesday, 1 May 2012
sicky ugh :S but some benefits
THE DIET
Woop another lb down - possibly due to having sicky bug :S however some benefit from being ill :) pleased ive not gone up stayed the same a couple of times but no gain and this week:) the lb loss gives me a least a spur on, with all my usual crap going on im suprised ive still managed to keep it off and not indulge only to be back at square one - so well pleased ive managed passed things that would normally have set me back. PLODDING ON lb a week will do me :) would be excellent to lose more but as long as its coming off i dont care how much it is ! Think sickness has helped get me passed my 2lb yo yo area so just need to keep if off now!
So nasty week of sickness severe cramps yesterday ugh i hate being sick and the cramps were rough :( today i have twinges nothing like yesterday but still feeling bit ughhhhhhhhh tried some soup but didnt manage even half the bowl trying to stay hydrated. Least the worse is over ( i hope)
Woop another lb down - possibly due to having sicky bug :S however some benefit from being ill :) pleased ive not gone up stayed the same a couple of times but no gain and this week:) the lb loss gives me a least a spur on, with all my usual crap going on im suprised ive still managed to keep it off and not indulge only to be back at square one - so well pleased ive managed passed things that would normally have set me back. PLODDING ON lb a week will do me :) would be excellent to lose more but as long as its coming off i dont care how much it is ! Think sickness has helped get me passed my 2lb yo yo area so just need to keep if off now!
So nasty week of sickness severe cramps yesterday ugh i hate being sick and the cramps were rough :( today i have twinges nothing like yesterday but still feeling bit ughhhhhhhhh tried some soup but didnt manage even half the bowl trying to stay hydrated. Least the worse is over ( i hope)
Everything else ??
Well not much as its been peeeeeeeeeeeeing down here in England, so cant get on with much - art work half done - need to get on
things not changed with my 'so called' friend - i guess the truth hurts but dont blame me for it !!!
My vik seems to be getting on well with her job :)
liam and will are a year older guess mine nicks and viks is to come :/
Did my 33 year stint as of last week eeek ! lol could have put him under the patio several times and still been out free - errrr yeah just kidding ;D
Nick it seems still doing ok in mexico
Went to rememberance service at the church was good gave us time to remember those we loved and lost
so thats the news so far - not much happening
Life continues to change for me whether through the saddness of loved ones passed away orjust losing people i thought were friends, i cant allow my values to be put aside just because of a friend who doenst like the truth who made an issue of something petty :/
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