Hen weekend went well - enjoyed it but really tired now - in recovery however, it wasnt f long before reality checked in - the 7th year of crap has not ended i returned home to find the news that Chris_Barton aka Chris Fulham had joined many other i care about and had passed away suddenly at his home - also my errrr 'friend' has her nan i seriously ill in hospital after a stroke not expecting to live :( despite our recent disputes i still love her and her family dearly and wish i could be there for her but under the circumstances its not possible - some one said life sends us all curb balls but this isnt just curb ball its a nightmare i cant seem to get out of - im so tired of it - This year has been better than some generally but no better than last year in losing people 7 this year and month 7 although i have only been to 5 funerals ( i may see if i can go to Chris's) im only up the road - never got to meet him personally but we were close 'internet' friends for many many years enjoyed each others company had a lot of banter going on and chatted lots on uk chat i miss him there already but still i considered him a freind SO RIP Chris xxx
Hen weekend went well - enjoyed it but really tired now - in recovery however, it wasnt f long before reality checked in - the 7th year of crap has not ended i returned home to find the news that Chris_Barton aka Chris Fulham had joined many other i care about and had passed away suddenly at his home - also my errrr 'friend' has her nan i seriously ill in hospital after a stroke not expecting to live :( despite our recent disputes i still love her and her family dearly and wish i could be there for her but under the circumstances its not possible - some one said life sends us all curb balls but this isnt just curb ball its a nightmare i cant seem to get out of - im so tired of it - This year has been better than some generally but no better than last year in losing people 7 this year and month 7 although i have only been to 5 funerals ( i may see if i can go to Chris's) im only up the road - never got to meet him personally but we were close 'internet' friends for many many years enjoyed each others company had a lot of banter going on and chatted lots on uk chat i miss him there already but still i considered him a freind SO RIP Chris xxx
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