back again :)

Well, I'm still here - its been a long hard toll these last few months, having started to recover from 8 weeks of flu and still coughing a month after that I go and take a contract back at the medical centre only to fall foul of and evil head cold that just put me back to square one :/ 
2 bereavements and a lot of crap with DVLA and insurance companies and their pathetic useless services which is an on going headache, but working on it. 
The doc takes me off the pill that keeps me relatively normal with those nasty womanly weeks and all hell breaks loose along with a lot of snivelling for nothing and ridiculous emotional out bursts. Well thats been sort of sorted and im now trying to get back on track once again


Im still tired and i know i need time to catch up with things, i have a huge backlog of stuff im working on if and when and then i conk out wake up tired and begin again.


The DIET 
nope no dieting, even worse ive been so tired ive just ate tons fo rubbish :( and to tired to do anything so not activity at all.
I soooooooo need to get my head round this .
Im trying to drink more water but wow thats not so easy as you would think when your not used to doing it!
I seriously need to get a plan sorted and start sticking to it, for a long time ive had no routine at all, i spent my time struggling to do anything at anytime during illness and ive lost all my momentum and routine along with any motivation.
BUT... i damn well need to do this!!!!
so one day at a time, im not gonna push myself to hard to start as im still getting well and still really tired.


My Nick is currently in Mexico, hes flown out to meet some girl hes been talking with for a long long time now, hes got there safely and a 4am text told me Viri (the girl) is 'amazingly incredible' so guess hes happy lol

Myself, Viki and Will are off to the auction tomorrow one thing it does for me is it gets me off my increasingly large bum and we enjoy the hustle bustle, we have a few bits to sell this week been up in the attic getting rid of the rubbish thats sat there for years.
Hoping to get the house cleared then continue once again with the on going re-furb of our house. Nicks room is to be looked at whilst hes away.= :/


Im hoping to be back and blogging regularly soon just so much to do and im still conking out so i know im not well just because of that when im well i dont do that normal thing called SLEEP although the sleep im having doesnt seem to be good sleep i either conk out like switching the tv on or off and i wake up still tired like ive not slept or im very restless and disturbed sleep. 
So waiting for my insomnia to kick in that will prove im ok to move on i will be WELL!!


Off now to browse my blogger pals pages then bed zzz is approaching