JUST LOVING 2013

I CAN ONLY SMILE

Its been a long time since ive felt i could do that (smile) on my own, most has come with the help of some lovely people who put up with my miserable face and stood by me (and most still are)

Im currently looking forward to the cruise with my sister and her hubby and of course my hubby :D
almost paid :/ been bit of a struggle as i no longer work but this holiday is much needed by me and the wilf (aka hubby will) i would love to be thinner but im so tired at the moment im lazy eating and cant move much but ive not given up trying - not just yet!

Developments on the 'so called friends' i swore i would no longer blog about but ironically events turned up - i mentioned in my last post about my late night errrr correction early morning (6am home time as it happens eeek!)  friday drinking session with V and sorted a few things out. Well last week i stayed home im feeling so much more settled about things - WELL decided to go out this week and V was just going with her mum D and dad J when wilf and i walked in, she turns around and said just gonna have a drink with jayne WHOOA
D who has been indifferent to me since this happened spoke and apologised (not sure as to why) about going, after things said the other week i have no doubt V told her what i said about her ignoring me so anyway she spoke and i acknowledged and off they went and V sat with me and we chatted she made it clear she remembered most of what we discussed and i had the feeling she wanted to say more but other interrupted, we did have a chat and laugh about other things. OH AND we got invited to D and J's anniversary 40 years wow ! i never committed i will wait and see.

so things not back as they were and still doubt they will be - i prefer T off the scene  and not sure her involvement in the fact things didnt move on sooner :/ but i care little now

So onwards ... other than health and diet requiring a little attention especially the diet (although thinking about it the health thing may be whats blocking my progress :/ ) i must get on cruise is sooooooon

Had a lovely bbq with the family for nicks birthday and yes we have SUN  :) :)

Due to tiredness and having looked at others blogs tonight to catch up on them this is all im blogging for now the eyes are going and i will catch up another time 

but all is goooooooooooood