Well full time work is eating away at all my time, its leaving me quite tired too so im snoooooooooooooozing a huge amount im not sure i was really ready for it but im enjoying being in the work system again and making my brain re activate part time will suit better but this is only a short term contract so not to bad although it has 2 more phases if they keep me (which it seems they will - apparently i impress them lmao!) they are hoping to make my position permanant but ive already let them know i would need 3 or 4 day week or 1/2 days, im hoping i can keep the full time up till xmas is out the way though.
Feel bit sorry for my baby tups looking for a walker for her, my viki is coming checking on her in the afternoons but i do feel im neglecting her :( i have to remember its short term and shes not harmed in any way perhaps a little bored bless her, just got to find someone trust worthy.
So ive been and done it :/ joined slimming world arghhh gym tomorrow so got to get going at it -
squeezing the clothes SO not going up another size OMG
going to usa next sept to meet my yoville friends and i dont want to be 'the fat' one
im uncomfortable
im lethargic / no energy
i ache - my body hurts carrying this weight
nothing looks good on me
i want to be fit
so here i go wish me luck fingers crossed .......
Well im off for a bath and then bed :/ wish i could stay, wanted to catch up with bloggers i read but i cant manage it at mo, im not 100% (bad time to decide to diet i know) sore throat and headache hoping its nothing but being in sleepy mode as i am i suspect i will go down with something - lots of colds going around :S
I had a bit of an ouch ouch ouch omg moment with my arm, the car door only went and hit me right in the wound how typical is that, of all the places it could have hit, made me feel bad all day it almost split it open so i covered and fortunately its healed ok and mending well thank goodness but i so hope i dont do that again any time soon phew !
any way hope to catch up soon
watch this space hope news is good
Keeping my fingers crossed for you, dear Jaynie, that your balance and energy is restored.
ReplyDeleteGood for you for getting pro-active and back in the game of life -- so proud!
Peace and serenity,
~Jo
Thank you jo ... im struggling and dont feel really out of that dark pit but there does seem to be a little light ... im still not feeling like 'ME' but i think thats gone and cant see thats its retreaveable .... i feel im just going through the motions but at least im going through them i guess :)
ReplyDeleteI hope your improving to best wishes ... will be popping by to read your blog xxx