so im 50 :/

Here i am big 50 omg ! oh well little i can do about it i guess, sadly :( money may help in some ways ie 'bit' of botox or surgery here and there when required lol
My viki will be 31 :S 12th (day after mine) shes away for weekend to so shes already been gifted and hope she has a lovely time :)


Wednesday 9th june started well at darts mel and her man celebrating bought 2 bottles of champers :D we lost the darts but were so tiddly it didnt matter well not till sober anyway ha ha
Thursday was our end of season meal, and celebrating my 50 to come :/
the girls dressed the table was lovely big balloon saying err... 50 (bitches lol~) there was little sparkly 50's everywhere just as well the meal was so superb i didnt notice eating them lmao!



The meal was fantastic best ive ever eaten im taking the chef home to live with me omg i cant tell you how nice our meal was :D finished off with birthday cake (again shouting out 50) whilst i tried to hang on to the last thin thread of my 40's everyone and everything pulled me in to the next decade faster than i wanted!

I had beautiful pressies both sisters came and visited me friday with gifts, a necklace from sue a balloon, photo albumn and cushion with 'im 18 with 32 yrs experience lol' my viki got me the 'pot of dreams .. mums pamper funds' saving pot, and a large bottle of my fave perfume, liam got me a meer cat ha ha and some smellies for my NEW CAR yes whoo hoo willy got me a car, we havent been able to find a nice pick up yet so now hes half wrecked our festa he said he will run it in the ground till some thing comes up and i get a car here it is :D :D



Mum gave me money so will get some petrol ha ha ha:D cool or what !

The girls got me vouchers for pampering so i had a tan an body polish tracy got me the back up pamper items to which she stuck 50 ~ 50pence pieces (which i have to unstick :/) some wine and paracetemol lmao! vikki got me a beautiful glass with 50 on it mel got me a rose and dee got me a butterfly book mark ~ Nick is paying for a holiday :D although ive said its to much he insists so i will be flitting away when the passports are sorted :D :D


Friday night i went out with trace and vik and light weight vik went home early (ish) pmsl sambuka face





so did me and trace to but ours was 'early hours' lol errr 4 15am ooops
i was suposed to be off on my weekend away so on rallying myself round will and i set off for bournemouth, i tried not to appear tiddly and kept my dozing to the minimum :/ we had a lovely day weather was scorching tups enjoyed her first taste of sand and spent an hour sniffing and sneezing lol dug a hole and shifted the sand on wills head he he he
Its not all good ... how could i expect it to be???
We decided to get home earlier than intended next morning both quite shattered as we had walked miles along the sea front so lazed about most of the morning, will went off to see to the chickens and here comes our bad luck both our remaining chickens were dead :/
the gate had fallen on one and one was missing
clearly something had got in at them the one under the gate didnt just die from the gate falling feathers were every where then we found a trail of blood and feathers and eventually found the other torn to pieces :( so we cleared up and buried out chooks :'(
See doesnt matter what you do in this life, if that devil is on your back something will come along to spoil the good bits :( no more chooks for us, we think our neighbours dirty messy garden harbours rats and course our chicks were a great attraction and place to feed :/
and wills uncle 'chick' rhymer also passed away so another funeral there too :(
its not quite finished im to have a small op on a lump thats come up on my arm :/ its nothing much to worry about in its self but i have to have minor surgery arghhh !

SOOOO im old and fat and things still going up the shoot despite all attempts but im thinking maybe they are not quite as bad as the past 5 years and at least i can cope better with the crap thats coming or im getting toooooo damn used to it !

My new decade has still begun with some crap but it also begun with some good stuff too a lot better than previous years :)
I also become a great auntie again she didnt quite make it for mine nor my vikis birthday she popped in between the gap mine was 11th june vikis 12th june and my brother andrews is the 14th so our my new niece is the 13th my next two nieces are 15th june and katie is 18 on the 16th so still lots of celebrating to do :)