Well - here comes the colds/flu's and bugs grrr
No work today :( i cant move 2 weeks ive had a sore throat which has flaired up to burning today ive had a stiff neck for last 2 days along with a headache today i cant move my neck or shoulder and its tight to breath
OMG! im sooooooooooooo FED UP :(
My leg (Sciatica) and back pain has just started to ease (although not gone) but for goodness sake ! give me a break :((
What on earth did i do to deserve all this shit - 5yrs of serious crap an extreme amount of people i love dying my son almost killed my mum with major op at same time and now needing full time care my daughter not being able to concieve to continue her family thats not bad enough ... apparently not .. every electrical thing that could go bang has gone bang and more than once tv's hoovers, washing machine, dishwasher, dryer etc i mean everything ! and the vehicle omg i must have shares in the car industry every single vehicle several times and some we had to renew Then with all the crap i get ill to the extent it wipes me out and makes me useless in every way :( thats took its toll on my body and face :( i always looked 10 yrs younger i not only look my age but im not far from looking my mums age (NO im not kidding it is that bad !)
And then that EVIL thing called MONEY poor willy having to keep us on his own while i wallowed in self pity aka depression and menopause, hes had to carry the full weight on his shoulders with our savings vanishing to next to nothing.
And just to top things i have this body in pain every bloody day getting fatter and catching every sniff or snuffle ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
So what else is up now, lost my singles darts game despite throwing superb darts :/ oh well - but tracy got though and dee almost did - we have the 3 aside and the team knock out just one more round to get through and we will get some sort of cup after missing the pairs by one point :(
I have lots to do at work at mo, and really cant be having time off but i cant drive today cant move my arm and neck and its painful i really cant sit there and concentrate with this pain.
OK rant over :/
Any thing good happened :/ errrrrrr NO! simple as that! im plodding on with all the shit thats still coming at me and even whilst typing this im trying to think of one good thing.... but i can think of nothing :(
Gonna put some photos on so have a browse and enjoy the rest of my blog - be good to ignore the above lol :D
My new great neice Grace with her daddy (my nephew) paul
My viks garden pretty much finished now just some nice planting to do and a bit of pathway :)
Lots of balloons flying over my house was lovely to watch :)
Garden is tidy and new lawn is flurishing few bits to do but think now the weather is definately changed its back inside to finish the bits in the house - the last bits me hope :/
Beautiful garden pictures, Jaynie!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are once again fraught with so many aches and pains -- and that ever present evil known as money issues!
I, too, have suffered from Sciatic pain and went to see a Chiropractor -- I can tell you after about 6 visits (many have payment plans) that I feel back to my old self as he seemed to do what no doctor could.
I hope you can find one close to home and that will work with you financially -- and mostly I hope it works for you as it did for me.
It's miserable to be in that much discomfort and I wish you a quick healing, my friend.
Thank you for always stopping by with your supportive comments!
Hang in there, doll.
Hugs,
~Jo
Life has thrown you many obstacles, but you still find away to stand. I know how it can feel to be told, 'Hang in there'...sometimes you want to grab that person by the throat and slap them silly. It's and awful feeling to go through what you are going through.
ReplyDeleteHowever, you do have alot of positives. I know you had the fire in your kitchen...this could have been worse with fatalities and losing everything you own and cherish (photos). You have a beautiful family who support you through all this miserable crap you are going through. You have lovely friends that care a great deal about you. :D
Stay strong my dear....easier said than done, I know. Rant all you want, I now how healthy it is to get it out!
Love ya lots my overseas friend,
Deliska :-) xoxoxo
thank you my friends :) was a real bad week some times just have to scream out loud
ReplyDelete:/ things improved the neck shoulder back and sciatica has eased lots the colds are kinda hovering :( but so far come to nothing - phew hope it stays that way - busy at work been working late and time has not been on myside i still have sleepy syndrome at mo and nod off randomly something im having to adjust to cos ive not slept for 30yrs lol
thank you for all your support it helps a lot - if only you knew xxxxxx
That is what life if...just take the risk.
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