Firstly - more betrayal from my friend of 40 years off to football and having eyelashes done with my previous besty friend and off for drinkies with the girls - MY girls MY friends she's only with them because of me has she been round to me once OH NO!!!
But hey - let her get on with it, once the wedding is out the way - shes on a back burner in my life i can be the same
And last week was 1 year since my mum passed away - was a difficult week (my friend wasnt with me :/ again)
My niece phoned bawling i really dont want to deal with it she only turns up when shes drunk and bawling - have i seen her any other time?? no!
I dont know how i got through most of the rubbish thats been going on - i did go on bit of a downer and hated being back there but im back up and running AGAIN! I'm glad to be holding on
There are lots of issues other than the ones above but so far im managing.
now the dreaded DIET
oh yes - well im not doing to bad - but not so good either bit of yo yo but over all im on a downward path albeit slow im the lowest ive been for a long long time im in my old smaller jeans and buying smaller clothes and my latest dress is 1 1/2 dress sizes smaller whooooooooooo hoooo :D
well pleased - couple of pics - had a hair make over too
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| not good photo but not used to taking pics of myself :/ |
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| yep the dress - not been in this size for many many years well chuffed |
So - working on things need a bit more toning as i diet but on track :) the only way is down down down!!!
Well - thats if for now - things to do - its been busy time with stress and rubbish and work to do but things are better and thats how it should be !!
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