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Monday 24 August 2009

Aug 24th ummmmm
Ive been very busy ... illness has left everything undone and way overdue, ive had to make the most of being well and get what i could done some things are sorted some things are cleaned still lots to do................
Last few days ive been tired things have caught up on me, probably over done things at least thats what i hope usually when i get tired its an indication of illness (im not talking end of day worn out tired ~ mine is an all day all night sleepyness that leaves you unable to get out of a chair without the most tremendous effort). im hoping the tiredness is just remenants from being ill and not the begining of something else :S
Well since last time the extension bedroom is about to be plastered at last! the electrician is round tomorrow our main aim to get the room finished for when our son gets back from aussie so about 2 months the lounge is finished but for the flooring not worth getting new till the work has finished. once the bedroom is finished move our boy over to his new room and the rest of upstairs can be decorated and re arranged whoo hoo we have given up our holiday to egypt :( (our 30th wedding anniversary gift to ourselves) because we really do need to finish the house its been going on far far to long.

i've dropped myself from darts :( :( :( im just not playing well i should have won almost all my games played well enough just not been able to get out some of which i think was the problem with my back and leg but ive decided to have a rest from it :( allbeit that i love to play so quite sad really but dont know what else to do at the moment ... feel im just letting the team down :( well thats it for now not much to say just cleaning tidying and clearing .... but with dreams of a finish in sight dreams of holidays can begin again!




2 comments:

  1. Hi hun....I'm glad you started a blog...I never really understood what you went through and still are going through. Time you started blogging again!

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  2. i wanted to do the blog cos i think so many people out there dont understand depression .. i must admit it has helped writing things down some days are more difficult:(
    im hoping someone may see their dark thoughts are not unusual we all have them to some degree depression makes turns them in to things that are out of proportion and out of our control and maybe with my recovery (still on going) they will also see things can get better :)
    love you lots ... you always make me look at things on a more normal level it helps a lot xxx

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