This kind of luck????

Ummmm do i consider the fact i got £50 of petrol today lucky - well i might have done but this is the luck i have after putting filling the tank on my car decided to leak OH YES it was all over the forecourt of the garage :S and i was 30 miles away from home GRRRRRRRR 

THATS JUST MY KIND OF LUCK !!  
And then after rushing about for petrol and paying out for viks too - they fill up the local garages and even the ASDA one and now they are definately not striking over the bank holiday which was obvious as the unions have to give 7 days notice :/ doh!!!!!

Also we piled up our vehicles for the Auction with the intentions of getting a good spot but strangely ha ha ha (i have to laugh before i sob!) the auction has been moved to next week ARGHHHHHH

YEP just my luck !!!!

ON TO OTHER THINGS   ...


THE DIET 

:D yep lost 2lbs very happy with that as it was from the monday (when i had gained) to the wednesday so 3days or rather 2 ish :D :D however, cos there is always a but or however, i did binge a bit yesterday :(  couldnt stop myself and i do now know the reason why :( the dreaded has returned pmt UGHHH not had it since xmas - menopause kicked in and i thought at last that is that - but its back - oh well i now have to learn how to cope with diet and that cos thats a huge down fall for me .
Back on the good side :D i have done really well today  - prob due to being busy and the above mentioned trauma - i didnt even think about food and thats how i used to be and want to be again !!!
PLODDING ON THOUGH :D

Other news  
not much really  - Worried about our tikka shes not eating much she quiet and in her kitchen basket instead of here with me keeping eye on her shes seems to be cold and fragile looking today - ive let her laze instead of exercising her shes been on quite a regime of renewed living and eating and her and tups collide :/ i give her a rest period away from tups and do the same for tuppence -  mostly worried about her not eating as she is usually a greedy dog  ummm ... just have to see how she goes 

Liams staying with us (grandson ) but it seems now hes never going home and i think he should have some times home - reason why vik wants to move i guess :S

Back to walking to the church with my sister after her little episode grrr but wont go in to that im putting it aside LIFES TO SHORT!
Mum had a lot of flowers my eldest sister Sue has not been there since the day mum was buried not even given us any flowers to put there - shes in denial i believe  - kinda shocked mums no longer here but then again who isnt - i know shes not greiving as the rest of us are but other think its unfeeling of her , they dont know however, why but i do and kind of understand i know what shes like for denial she used to throw her bills straight in to the fire unopened a case of if i dont look at them and get rid of them , then they dont exist  :/  Seems most the others went for mothers day and left some thing there -  we tidied it up as they had just put stuff all over the place and it looked messy depite the lovely flowers . So its all looking nice now MUM would love it and be proud.


So thats it then ... pain is back in my knees after a good day so gonna go dose up and try to cat nap i know its gonna be a long night :S