plodding on ....

So things on a slow mostly boring level .. ive been very very sleepy expecting to come down with some illness (its the only time i get sleepy) but nope ! nothing , even though ive been totally achy and exhausted :/

I have dragged wilf out a few fridays and OMG T has dragged me out in between being all friendly and attentive although it is possibly because she has no one else ..  shes bit like that!

D&J have pretty much ignored me - why they wanted to 'put things aside' ?? who knows just to snub me all over again so i just now let them get on with it

V has made and effort to speak, she did invite me to a girlies night out for darts - (she owes me darts money)
i declined as im not part of the darts team they can have their darts and nights out im not part of it and dont feel i should or want to be included.
I don't think its gone down to well shes not been so forth coming since although has still spoken.

This thursday i went to yet another funeral - i say yet but its the first this year and hopefully the last :/
D pretty much didnt know where to look to avoid us all night - think its time to tell her to go do one - she neednt worry i dont want her as a friend or even talking to me i did NOTHING to her she just listened to V's rubbish.
However, Karma kicks in nicely some times. We went out Friday and were surrounded by people that like us care for us and enjoy our company (and we theirs :) )  V was there and one lovely lady who ive got to know was being really friendly and lovely to me whilst V stood alone for most the evening - i did speak to V and did try a couple of times but she had put her head in her phone clearly as she had no one - well thats her fault not mine!! Wilf and i sat chatting to some guy we know and laughed lots came home feeling really happy - the awful night before because of D's ignorance and rudeness over rode by decent people :) :)

Other news - The diet :/
not so good im getting no where fast :( cant get in mode but its probably this tired thing i have i need to go to docs ... still im still trying!!!

Art exhibit end of the month need to get and sort things like that
My besty school friend who i dont get to see is now on FB whoooooo hoooooo we still exchange cards but rarely get to see each other so thank you FB  :) :)

The lounge tiles  - still not complete but almost   - the house is a pig sty, building site, shed rubbish tip, crap hole! with just a few bits in between that look nice for photos :/ so the work goes on i want this done this year enoughs enough!
AND we have a cruise to pay for and go on :) and a car to buy so need to crack down on things.


update when i can get back peeps ~:) have a good week !