Yesterday i was saying as its the first Christmas that ive not had colds or flu and not had a funeral to see the new year in with - TODAY all that changed
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Poor ben guest RIP boy ......one of the most harmless people you could meet, annoying and pesty but always kind hearted and willing to help with anything - I just feel sick at heart and to add insult to injury i also have a headache and sore throat :(
They say God only takes the good -well i think hes just about got them all, im sure he doesnt need to take so many all at once. I know people will die but really come on - give us a break! 12 through out 2011 a total of over 60 close family and friends in 6 years, it works out almost one a month for 6 years and thats without others who we know fairly well, some who lived in out town and grown up with and other acquaintences.
I wanted this year to be a start of something new -how can you keep getting up when your just continually kicked down time after time- how can you keep going on when your losing all those around you that you love and care for ? Its truely left me sick at heart, i dont know if i can do another year like last year - 7th year of grieving Come on enoughs enough!! REALLY!!!!
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