Friends or foe :/

OK I cant do people anymore :( ive really had enough of them - they are pretty much all out for their selves when it comes to you or them they dont want to listen, they only see and hear what they want FRIENDS well i think i can do without them  - most say they're your friends but long term it usually turns out they are around for as long as every thing is going their way and they get what they want then abracadabra  whooooooooooooosh some thing they dont like well GOOOOD BYEEEEEEEEEE yeah thanks mate!!!!

Like ive not had enough crap through out these last 7 years :/

Also the usual i have to say good by to the doctor that bought me into this world and looked after our family most of our lives  - i was the first baby in Thame  for them  we have lots of memories  - RIP DR Andrew Marcus 

The diet

Ho hum  - well not to bad another lb off wish it was more had i got 2lbs i would have been down in then next stone :) but i will keep working on it !
Maybe all this upset has helped - ive not really felt ive tried to much just flashes of keeping in check - im hoping if it is the stress that when things settle down i dont put it all back on - i know that can happen :/ just need to stay a little with it ...... and i do be a trying :D


Hubby had his birthday - nick and viri sent a cake ordered from mexico via English company they also delivered one for liam  - photo's to follow  Will also had seeds and stuff for his new allottment from viki and danny liam got his favourite boiled sweets :) We've not done anything yet probably go for a drink weekend - although with all the upset with friends maybe we will go further a field cant be doing with any of it - would like a nice chill time together.

 
 So what next errrrrr not much just got to dig myself out of all the crap thats going on - ive really really had enough and to tell the truth dont know how to change things :(