Had a night out couldnt sit in any more, had a practice darts night with the girls friend dee and myself playing pairs only lost one game all night (9 games ) and beat the men each time they played whoo hoo :D well chuffed even 300 behind on last game when we were flagging at the end of the night we still beat the men ha ha ha !

Despite a good night out im miffed with myself, i indulged in 2 glasses of wine :( but to add to it the monthly attacked me today and ive been laid up with really bad cramps all day (as usual) ive only had a bit of toast couldnt face anything ive hardly moved even a cup of tea was difficult but hopefully if im a bit better tomorrow i can go for it again and just extend detox by one day ie re-do thursday :S
Just watched 2nd part of my big fat diet and few interesting items on it especially the fibbing on the packets of food ie showing omega 3 on bread to actually but for it to be any good for you, you would need to eat 142 slices a day!!
2 of the ladies went and had a couple of drinks at a party one lost 1lb other lost 0lbs, the girl (heaviest woman there) who put on 2lb last week decided not to go to party and lost 8lb the others who went to the party didnt over indulge and lost a couple each ...so interesting.
I often have non eating moments today is one of the, in the past ive found rather than losing weight ive put it on so starving i know does no good body goes in to storage and on goes the lbs :( thats why im worried about today but i just couldnt move let alone eat so will just grin and bare it!

My baby my little tuppence has been very ill today too, aww she was very very sick (not gonna say sick as a dog doh!) bless her she was really ill she cried when she was picked up i had her lay with me for a while and she was shivering (a sign of pain in dogs) she was wincing and her tail was down she was just laying about not a wimper when the cat passed normally she would bark and chase, seriously worried me. This evening shes picked up, shes barking at twink again chased after will and her chicken toy and tail is up :) phew ! I did umm and ahh about the vet but apparently they were not ope (grrr snow~) we would have had to seek out an emergency one had she not started to improve. Bloody snow!!!!!! growl


Its still snowy here :( will still cant work no money again the longer it goes on the more i will worry other years we have some money in the pot but this year it went on the extension purge im pleased to have nicks room done and things a little more finished and usable but didnt allow for this kind of weather, its worst we have had in 100 yrs apparently although i can remember winters like this in the 70's





feb 2009 (same road)

jan 2010 >





I will be soooo glad to see the back of the snow ! its beautiful but a pain in the butt!