I have kept hoping whilst blogging that this year would be different and although whining about more minor things in comparison they have all the same started this year off with a low point and i guess this just tops it all.
So when are things going to get better? people keep telling me ' things will get better' well im fed up with waiting im so tired of losing people we love, i can cope with the other crap but not to keep losing people like this ~ sorry i guess its not a good time to be blogging but i cant scream out loud at the moment as its 0.45am and this is my SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAMMMM!
If all this is sent to test me at least tell me what test it is what am i supposed to do to stop this ? Why has so many special people been taken, or hurt ?
I hoped this year was gonna be the start of a new better year, we have had 5 years of trauma and tragedy 28 bereavements my son almost killed in a car accident spiv's accident my mums spinal op and subsequent confinement now needing carers to see to all her needs, my illness and there is so much more i cant even list there is so much and thats without the fact of the lesser things, that we have paid out on car after car, all my newish appliances have had to be replaced just out of guarantee and all the other shite! Enough is enough for goodness sake!
RIP SPIV ' David Pullen ~ 13/01/10' :(
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