OMG GO AWAY SNOW 4 inches in the last couple of ours ... tups just went out for a pee .... awwww so funny only her head showing (pic is of last snow fall not todays) was such a stuggle for her to wade through she kinda had to dig her way bless her lol ... no work for anyone tomorrow i guess cant build houses in the snow :S and nick has a long way to travel on old country roads, viki lives out in the sticks so same for her i would think.


Before the snow came it had been a fairly mild day the little bit of ice and snow left was almost thawed away and the sun was lovely so off i went to the market and then shopping so glad i did :) we have stocked up on logs and coal but its running out fast, however, how lovely snuggled up by the fire with a nice hot chocolate and blocking reality out for the moment, tups curled up on the sofa is snoring ha ha ha and twink sat up on the back of the sofa nodded off and slipped off pmsl :D

Its been a fairly good day, ive managed to block out most of my worries for the day, have been busy and trying to stick to diet which seems to be going ok this morning i went off to boots to be weighed (dont have scales in my house) and i lost the 1lb the diet said i would (1lb per day ) so be interesting to see what tomorrow brings. I am struggling with the water, ive never been a huge drinker which has not done me any favours :( but im trying to get it down me not managed the 2 litres yet. i did the gym arghhhh did an easyish session but it was hard after not going so regular had hoped to get several in this week but not sure i will be able to get there now ... home exercise videos need to be found i guess !
New programme started tonight called my big fat diet was fairly good gave some intersting tips .. i really need to keep this in my head now and lose this weight just have to do it.

Darts tomorrow night (wellies required i think :S ) the snooker club do lovely food and i wont be having any, do so want to get through this detox and even when i start on the healthy eating plan i want to try to avoid darts food, its usually chips pizza and mixture of sandwiches dips crisps etc so i will have to be quite selective if i do fail in my attempts not to fall victim to the temptation of fatty foods lol
Im not sleeping again but to me thats proof of how well i am when ill i sleep loads im used to not sleeping after all these yars but it does wear me down and ive been wondering lately if thats when i become the easy target for all the bugs :( that and pmt :S


Xmas and New year whoo hoo
had a great time, was good to have a normal xmas and able to celebrate again i hate the photos but thats only cos im in them lol diet and botox required :S !!
Pic of all us girls :)

pic of me and tracy at her house new years eve party :D






Yes i have gone mad lol not only standing next to my skinny daughter (not the best idea for a fatty :S) but i also let some one take a photo and then omg i put it on here oh dear ive definately lost it lol

Tonight i joined SITS a site for bloggers to interact i would love to have a few more followers , ive had a browse on some others and they are so cool makes mine so boring ive yet to learn how to put calanders and stuff on here they have great links and stuff when i put a link on it just said nhs depression but others have nice buttons and pictures oh well i will work it out or get some one to show me... so im off to facebook for a while then bed xx